unavoidable truth

As I type this post I am visiting house of one of my dad's acquaintance for giving symphaty considering they have just got mourned of their grandma. I'm waiting for the remains get cleaned and we will be going to mourning and see the burying at the graveyard.
This occurrence hits my head and give me some enlightenment. We are all going to die alone, none could save you from the death, because life is messed up like that. Your parents, your boyfriend, or your besties who always on your side in your whole life impossibly accompany you in the afterlife. You have to take care your destiny by yourself all alone. Our nice body, cute face, and great intelligence don't last forever. These things all wouldn't be brought when the grim reaper comes around. All your belongings will be left behind, and one thing you have to care for is your soul and what place you'll be lived in the next eternity life.
Furthermore, the most dangerous thing that might determine your fate is TIME. It will kill you, if you're spoiled easily by it. it'll be a bullet that could harm you if you pass the time and let it go meaningless.
Shortly, concern for everything you will do for get a beautiful life in the next world,afterlife. Think of it, think what it's gonna help you get the endless happiness, please think carefully even

for every trivial things, and its role to be your savior. What you have been being, how you've been acting, how much you've been given to the poor, and all of those similiar things. Your time in this earth is brief, so that live your life wisely.

No one could assume when your dead date come. So, do prayer as you will die today, otherwise do effort to get what you're chasing for as you will live forever.
Something to cultivate in each mind of human, your last home would be the ground. Your last clothes is shroud. The last title for every body of us will be 'almarhum'. The only one friend that allowed to accompany you in the herafter is your notes of life.

Do your best to make your note good enough to bring you to heaven.

Arigatou, Sakura-chan

I’ve just finished watching some of Cardcaptor Sakura (it’s a Japan’s cartoon movie). Those are really good.
After watching it all the episodes, it gives me a light of my mind. I thought that I should be aware for what I got in this world. It’s worthy to be grateful for that. I couldn’t just behave selfishness all the time between people I love, in the ocean of God’s power.
I have to do my best all the one I love, whom God supposed me to become a good one for them.
If I was born and have grown become a stubborn and conceited girl, I have to try my best to be more fluffy, to give all the person who loved me happiness by my existence.
Arigatou, Sakura-chan. Although you’re only a main character which created of a normal human. You have my thank. Because of your innocent demeanor, I have been fully awared that I have to change.
I would like to reach the eternity happiness for everyone I love, in heaven.
May God forgive all my sins. Amin.

Better than Revenge | Taylor Swift lyrics

Now go stand in the corner
And think about what you did
Ha, time for a little revenge
The story starts when it was hot and it was
summer
And I had it all, I had him right there where
I wanted him
She came along, got him alone, and let's
hear the applause
She took him faster than you can say
sabotage
I never saw it coming, wouldn't have
suspected it
I underestimated just who I was dealing
with
She had to know the pain was beating on
me like a drum
She underestimated just who she was
stealing from
She's not a saint, and she's not what you
think
She's an actress, whoa
She's better known for the things that she
does
On the mattress, whoa
Soon she's gonna find stealing other
people's toys
On the playground won't make you many
friends
She should keep in mind, she should keep
in mind
There is nothing I do better than revenge,
ha
She lives her life like it's a party and she's
on the list
She looks at me like I'm a trend and she's
so over it
I think her ever present frown is a little
troubling
She thinks I'm psycho 'cause I like to rhyme
her name with things but
Sophistication isn't what you wear or who
you know
Or pushing people down to get you where
you wanna go
Oh, they didn't teach you that in prep
school, so it's up to me
But no amount of vintage dresses gives
you dignity
She's not a saint, and she's not what you
think
She's an actress, whoa
She's better known for the things that she
does
On the mattress, whoa
Soon she's gonna find stealing other
people's toys
On the playground won't make you many
friends
She should keep in mind, she should keep
in mind
There is nothing I do better than revenge,
ha
I'm just another thing for you to roll your
eyes at, honey
You might have him, but haven't you
heard?
I'm just another thing for you to roll your
eyes at, honey
You might have him, but I always get the
last word
She's not a saint, and she's not what you
think
She's an actress, whoa
She's better known for the things that she
does
On the mattress, whoa
Soon she's gonna find stealing other
people's toys
On the playground won't make you many
friends
She should keep in mind, she should keep
in mind
There is nothing I do better than revenge,
ha
And do you still feel like you know what
you're doing?
'Cause I don't think you do, oh
Do you still feel like you know what you're
doing?
I don't think you do, I don't think you do
Let's hear the applause
C'mon show me how much better you are
See you deserve some applause
'Cause you're so much better
She took him faster than you can say
sabotage

More Worthy

All of us born to this world with the destiny of ourselves, right?

Yes, destiny. We have our own destiny, you can’t fake it.

Talk about destiny, I often feel very angry at the people who always LOVE to sigh when they get something they THINK not good for them and EVEN set other person the guilty for their thinking world-is-not-at-my-hand. Oh, come on!

There are also some people who used to …. (hmm, what will I name it?) hand over! They have a fix, destiny is already assured by God when we were born. So, all we have to do in this world is accepting whatsoever God gived for us, accept as what they are, just let it flow. Is that what you mean huh? Hehehe.

Okay, let’s see what I think about destiny. But I have to remind you, this is my blog, I can write anything I want here, so if this post doesn’t make sense for you, I will not force you to believe it, AND I will not LET you take your disbelief with any dumbass or stupid statement in my blog. Got it, guys? :p

Just kidding (no,really. I’m lying! Haha)

God had assured our destiny when we were in pregnancy of our mom. Yes, I don’t argue that, it’s obviously mentioned in Quran (who knows everything in the world the best after Allah SWT? NO ONE)

BUT ….

It doesn’t mean you let yourself sinked in delegation. If you want something better, why not? Listen… God provides you a million opportunities to take! Where you step forth, what you do next, will be your destiny. Sooo….my dearest buddy, you can TAKE YOUR OWN DESTINY.

Have I made myself clear?

we are APELE !!!

I had a good vacation with my classmates of APELE (abbreviation for Anak Sepuluh E :P) in June 19th 2011.

For this last picnic with the class, we went to Amai Beach, about 4 hours long to reach there.

Incredible, wasn't it?

Yes, it needed a loooong time to reach Amai but we were totally fun as long as our journey.

At the bus, we sang a lot of music and jumped around (okay okay, it's because the holes of the

bad road :D)

One thing I want to say :

I LOVE THEM !!!!!

Let this few pictures talk about our gathering :D

Something Better Lyrics

Lyrics and Music by Rudye

it started on the day that i met you

oh you were there. you're standing there smiling

now every night, i'm thinking of you, do you think of me?

oh baby

you used to say that i'm not in love with you seriously

but now as you're ready to go, i realized how deep i am into you

so now i. i'm living my life for you

i. i'm dying to let you know

you. you are the one that i've been waiting for

but now i. i have to let you go

i. i'm breaking my heart for you

you. you will find something better there, without me by your side

and now i'm here. where all the things changes so suddenly

and suddenly i know that you will leave.

you're leaving me here alone by my self

i used to know, that i am in love with you seriously

but now as you're ready to go, i'm thinking that i have to let you go

it started out when you gave me a smile

and now i'm here, i'm thinking of you my dear

but now you're gone and you will find something better there

(in my opinion, background of this flawless music, is..... It's hurt, to get someone you loved the most didn't realized well how much we love them :( and if your someone has been so FAR away from you, and she/he got someone else filled up their heart, we really have to let them go, for their good. For their smile of happiness, to feel SOMETHING BETTER than they got from us. Yeah, I know that will be hard, talking is easy, but yeah. It's the only best way to make someone you love happier. It's worth it,to hear their laugh again, their smiling face. It's the best.)

P.S. For kak R, you are strong!!!!!!!!!!

Salute.

:)

Duette - Someone lyric

This song presented by a duo that nowadays had changed their name from Aprilio Story to DUETTE. This group is produced by keyboardist of Vierra, Kevin Aprilio. It is a great song, trust me!!!

Anyway, there's some versions of this song, and the one I love the most is the remastered rock version, very nice! You can hear widy vierra's voice here as well, enjoy it!

(link download --> here )

Have you ever heard the story of my life?

Have you ever known these feelings are for you?

Oh can’t you see? Oh can’t you feel?

When two hearts are one LOVE becomes real.

I’ll be your summer when it rains.

I’ll be the blood inside your veins.

Always beside you. Always to guide you.

Cuz you’ll never find someone like me.

Have you ever felt a LOVE like this before?

Have you ever found the meaning of it all?

I know you can see. I know you can feel.

(baby let me love you love you love you whoa…)

So let’s make this last FOREVER and TRUE.

I’ll be your summer when it rains.

I’ll be the blood inside your veins.

Always beside you. Always to guide you.

Cuz you’ll never find someone like me.

You’ll be the stars that shines so high.

You’ll be the light up in my sky.

Forever I’ll hold you. Forever I’ll need you.

Cuz I’ll never find someone like you.

Darling please. I know you care so much for me.

I see straight through your eyes.

Know that I want this LOVE too.

I’ll be your summer when it rains.

I’ll be the blood inside your veins.

Always to guide you. Always beside you.

Cuz you’ll never find someone like me.

Teardrops on my guitar | Taylor Swift lyrics and chords

HE'S THE REASON FOR THE TEARDROPS ON MY GUITAR Verse 1

	G	Em7	C	D	G
	Drew lo	oks at	me, I	fake a smile so he won't	see

	Em7	C	D	G
That I	want and I'm	needing,	everything that we should	be

	Em
I bet she's beautiful,	that girl he talks about

	C	D
	And she's got everything that	I have to live without

	G	Em7	C	D	G
	Drew ta	lks to	me, I	laugh cause it's just so fun	ny

	Em7	C	D	G
That I ca	n't even	see,	anyone when he's with	me

	Em7
He says he's so in love,	he's finally got it right

	C	D
	I wonder if he knows he's	all I think about at night

Chorus

	G	D
	He's the reason for the	teardrops on my guitar

	Em7	C	G
	The only thing that keeps me	wishing on a wishing	star

	D	Em7	C
He's the song in the	car I keep singing, don't know	why I do

Verse 2

	G	Em7	C	D	G
	Drew	walks by	me,	can he tell that I can't	breathe?

	Em7	C
And there he	goes so perfect	ly

	D	G
The kind of	flawless I wish I could	be

	Em7
She'd better hold him tight,	give him all her love

	C	D
	Look in those beautiful eyes	and know she's lucky cause

Chorus

	G	D
	He's the reason for the	teardrops on my guitar
	Em7	C
	The only thing that keeps me	wishing on a wishing star

	G	D	Em7	C
	He's the song in the	car I keep singing, don't know	why I do

Bridge

	Em7	C
	So I drive home alone,	as I turn out the light

	G	D
	I put his picture down, and	maybe get some sleep tonight

Chorus

	G	D
	Cause he's the reason for the	teardrops on my guitar

	Em7	C
	The only one who's got e	nough of me to break my heart

	G	D	Em7	C
	He's the song in the	car I keep singing, don't know	why I do

	G	D
He's the t	ime, taken up, but there's nev	er enough

	Em7	C
And he's	all that I need to fall	into

Outro

	G	Em7	C	D	G
	Drew lo	oks at	me, I	fake a smile so he won't	see